miércoles, 21 de enero de 2015

Prologue: "If I never see you again".



Jasmine has always been a normal girl,natural, modest and above all so reluctant to love, until she met him. Blaine has always been a cheerful boy, decided; with clear ideas, until he met her.
The first time that i knew about him, I thought that he would be another boy more, because Carol was always wanting to find me a boyfriend. She didn't understood a no, she was always saying that love was beautiful, that it was the best that could happen to me. Sincerely I believed that this was just foolishness, that a girl was strong enough to need someone; i had never needed nobody.

I thought he would be another more, that i would talk with him a couple of times and then I wouldn't know about him anymore. But in life maybe what we thought and what would happen is completely different. I've never seen that girl, only by a couple of photos, but something makes me want to talk with her and know her, her eyes spoke to me, they were like an open book and I was willing to reed it.

That day, a simple January 5, was the day. David had been talking to me about her the recent weeks, telling me that she was a really special girl, very insteresting, intelligent and a lot of good adjetives. He and his girlfriend wanted to find me a girlfriend, people don't understand that if I was alone was only because the right girl hadn't came to my life. That evening just for curiosity, I decided to began a conversation with her. I was really undecided , I was playing with my telephone in my hands turning on and off the screen, looking the hour , while I was lying in bed,and in home was all silence. In that moment I get decided , I had nothing to lose and much more to win. I entered to Whatsapp and I found her name, I had save her numer that morning at class while I was with David. I look to their name, was really special and beautiful. I clicked on their contact, and saw her profile photo, she had a photo that I'd already seen, she was smiling and her eyes show light, illusio;, life, I could feel all of these in her face. I wrote a simple "Hello" and a smiling face.

             -Hi, Jasmine- I wrote
A few minutes and in my screen appear a " writing" in green, seconds after there was her answer.
             - Hi, who are you?- Jasmine wrote.
She didn't knew who I was? definitely Carol hadn't spoke to her about me or she wasn't interested in me and  was just pretending.  I doubted a few seconds and then I answered.
             - I'm Blaine, Carol or David didn't talk to you about me?- I wrote to her while I waited anxious for her answer.
             -Oh, sure I already know who you are- Jasmine wrote followed by a smiling emoticon.
             -Oh, ok, fine- I just said when suddenly...
             -Listen, don't get me wrong, but I don't want a relationship, I know Carol's intencions , she spend the whole day talking about the same, but I'm not like her, I'm not made for relatonships, so if you want a friendship fine, and if you're not, sorry- Jasmine wrote.
That message left me freeze, I didn't expected at all, I didn't knew what to write, I couldn't say to her that I was interesting in something more because then I wouldn't have any oportunity. Finally I decided say to her that I accepted her friendship.I had any other option, but I wouldn't give it up just like that, I'd never done it before and I wouldn't do it this time.

           - Ok, I haven't any problem, while I could get at least a friendship, what I don't like is know someone and led into two strangers- I wrote.
           - Fine, I talk you later, I have class- Jasmine wrote adding a sad emoticon.
So, end of the conversation? I really hoped speak again with her, I was really interested on her; maybe too much. What Blaine didn't knew, that all could change just with a little time. Because future is uncertain and we never know what lies ahead.

          - Ok, talk later pretty.- I wrote and then I blocked my phone and I left it on my bed, looking at the roof throwed a sigh. I didn't knew how this would end, but my hopes were really focused on her.

In fact, I had a couple of hours until I had to go to class, but by the time the conversation was good, he seemed a really nice guy but I was convinced that you couldn't trust anyone. In that moment I look again that photo , a moment so happy, and I rembered it with sadness but all of this was over, was gone for not coming back anymore and my heart was strong and I had get over, I wasn't ready for another deception.

The lifes of Jasmine and Blaine casually crossed, without want it, without know it and without need it. What they didn't knew yet is that life is totally uncertain and unexpected and it was ready to surprise them.

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