Weird Christmas.

Christmas is the most beautiful time of the year, christmas is full of magic, christmas is time of love, familiy and happines; opinions just opinions. I always have been a fanatic of christmas season, every year i have waited for the time of streets iluminated, jingles and family, because i had illusion for christmas i found it a very special festivity; but now everything has changed.

This year, all have been different, i have been feeling like i wasn't at christmas, for me these weeks have been like any others of the year. First, this is the first year that i have to study on hollydays and it has made that i couldn't enjoy christmas at all. Also, this is the first christmas since my grandma died and my whole family could feel the emptynees of her ausence and i don't know but this year Christmas haven't been like it was.

Then this Christmas for me have been the worst, for many reasons but the most important because I couldn't feel any of the Christmas spirit in me and if you don't feel excited for something it's really hard to enjoy of it.

Prologue: "If I never see you again".

Jasmine has always been a normal girl,natural, modest and above all so reluctant to love, until she met him. Blaine has always been a cheerful boy, decided; with clear ideas, until he met her.
The first time that i knew about him, I thought that he would be another boy more, because Carol was always wanting to find me a boyfriend. She didn't understood a no, she was always saying that love was beautiful, that it was the best that could happen to me. Sincerely I believed that this was just foolishness, that a girl was strong enough to need someone; i had never needed nobody.

I thought he would be another more, that i would talk with him a couple of times and then I wouldn't know about him anymore. But in life maybe what we thought and what would happen is completely different. I've never seen that girl, only by a couple of photos, but something makes me want to talk with her and know her, her eyes spoke to me, they were like an open book and I was willing to reed it.

That day, a simple January 5, was the day. David had been talking to me about her the recent weeks, telling me that she was a really special girl, very insteresting, intelligent and a lot of good adjetives. He and his girlfriend wanted to find me a girlfriend, people don't understand that if I was alone was only because the right girl hadn't came to my life. That evening just for curiosity, I decided to began a conversation with her. I was really undecided , I was playing with my telephone in my hands turning on and off the screen, looking the hour , while I was lying in bed,and in home was all silence. In that moment I get decided , I had nothing to lose and much more to win. I entered to Whatsapp and I found her name, I had save her numer that morning at class while I was with David. I look to their name, was really special and beautiful. I clicked on their contact, and saw her profile photo, she had a photo that I'd already seen, she was smiling and her eyes show light, illusio;, life, I could feel all of these in her face. I wrote a simple "Hello" and a smiling face.

             -Hi, Jasmine- I wrote
A few minutes and in my screen appear a " writing" in green, seconds after there was her answer.
             - Hi, who are you?- Jasmine wrote.
She didn't knew who I was? definitely Carol hadn't spoke to her about me or she wasn't interested in me and  was just pretending.  I doubted a few seconds and then I answered.
             - I'm Blaine, Carol or David didn't talk to you about me?- I wrote to her while I waited anxious for her answer.
             -Oh, sure I already know who you are- Jasmine wrote followed by a smiling emoticon.
             -Oh, ok, fine- I just said when suddenly...
             -Listen, don't get me wrong, but I don't want a relationship, I know Carol's intencions , she spend the whole day talking about the same, but I'm not like her, I'm not made for relatonships, so if you want a friendship fine, and if you're not, sorry- Jasmine wrote.
That message left me freeze, I didn't expected at all, I didn't knew what to write, I couldn't say to her that I was interesting in something more because then I wouldn't have any oportunity. Finally I decided say to her that I accepted her friendship.I had any other option, but I wouldn't give it up just like that, I'd never done it before and I wouldn't do it this time.

           - Ok, I haven't any problem, while I could get at least a friendship, what I don't like is know someone and led into two strangers- I wrote.
           - Fine, I talk you later, I have class- Jasmine wrote adding a sad emoticon.
So, end of the conversation? I really hoped speak again with her, I was really interested on her; maybe too much. What Blaine didn't knew, that all could change just with a little time. Because future is uncertain and we never know what lies ahead.

          - Ok, talk later pretty.- I wrote and then I blocked my phone and I left it on my bed, looking at the roof throwed a sigh. I didn't knew how this would end, but my hopes were really focused on her.

In fact, I had a couple of hours until I had to go to class, but by the time the conversation was good, he seemed a really nice guy but I was convinced that you couldn't trust anyone. In that moment I look again that photo , a moment so happy, and I rembered it with sadness but all of this was over, was gone for not coming back anymore and my heart was strong and I had get over, I wasn't ready for another deception.

The lifes of Jasmine and Blaine casually crossed, without want it, without know it and without need it. What they didn't knew yet is that life is totally uncertain and unexpected and it was ready to surprise them.

Write a composition + Quote your sources ( My favourite singer).

She is my idol, my role model, my favourite singer in the world. For me she is more than just a singer, is a young girl with so much power in her hands, and she always use it for transmit positivity and love.

Demetria Devonne "Demi" Lovato (born August 20, 1992) is an American actress, singer, and songwriter who made her debut as a child actress in Barney & Friends. In 2008, Lovato rose to prominence in the Disney Channel television film Camp Rock and signed a recording contract with Hollywood Records. After the release of additional television films and their soundtracks in 2010, Lovato's personal issues put her career on hiatus and ended Sonny with a Chance after its second season. Her third album, Unbroken (2011), addresses several of her difficulties. Its leadsingle, "Skyscraper", became Lovato's first single at the time to be certified platinum in the United States

Outside the entertainment industry, Lovato is involved with several social and environmental causes. In May 2013, she was cited for her dedication as a mentor to teens and young adults with mental-health challenges at a National Children's Mental Health Awareness Day hosted by the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration in Washington, D.C.. She has also become an advocate for the LGBT community. In 2014 she was announced as the Grand Marshal for LA PRIDE week, and that same year she became the face for HRC's America's for Marriage Equality Campaign.

I love Demi because althought she is famous, she's always kind to her fans, and dedicate part of her time to them. Also, her song are beautiful songs full of inspiration and strength. She don't need scandals for getting more famous because people usually know her for her amazing powerfull voice.

Demi have helped in so many moments of my life, in fact I read her book " Stay Strong 365 days a year" everyday and it always inspire my to have a great day. It's a person that radiates happiness just with a smile. I have loved her 8 years of my life and I'm sure that it will be the same for much more time.

Sources:

Wikipedia,. 2015.DemiLovato'

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Demi_Lovato

Youtube,.2015.DemiLovato'
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tm88QAI8I5A

Maldita Nerea's concert.

Music has the abbility of made that all of your problems dissapear for a time and this is what happened to me the past 7, december of 2014. This was the night when I went to the Maldita Nerea's concert, my favourite spanish band. It's weird because I don't used to like spanish music until I began to listened to them. It's a group wich music is full of honesty and positivity and this is what I want when I listen to music.

I remember that day, it was sunday and I was so excited because it would be the first time that I was going to see them live. I spent a part of my sunday with my best friend studying, and at 6 o'clock I went to my house to get ready for the concert. At 8 o'clock I was ready but when I gone to caught my ticket, I didn't found it. It was too nervous but finally I found it. Then my friend Alvaro picked up to me and my other friend Maria. We arrive to the place at half past eight, and then we just waited until they came into the stage.

The concert was awesome, they sang a lot of their songs and clearly was one of the best moments of my 2014. 

Maldita Nerea, a very special group, their songs inspire me happines and hope, make me feel a little bit better in a bad day and give me energy since I wake up until I go to bed. Althought I'm not use to  listen music in spanish, their music is very special and worth it. If I would had to recommend a spanish group I would recommend this, because it would made your life a little bit better, maybe more full of color and happiness.

My favourite Tv show: Glee.

For me, you realize that something is your favourite one, because when you watch it or whatever you lose the track of time; this happen to me with Glee. I began to watch it some years ago in antena 3 Tv, althought it had been released like a year after I saw it for the first time. It suddlenly caught all my attention, because it had two things that I really like; music and love.

My favourite personage it's clearly, Rachel. Because althought at the beggining of the show was really hard for she fit in with the others, she never fell apart. She have a really strong personality, very determinate and she has fought really hard for reaching her dreams and sometimes I would like to look like her ( in personality). Anyway Glee is my favourite show for many reasons, it shows how people that are so different could get united, and it is the base of this show. But now, it's going to end, because Fox is emitting the final season 6 and I feel really sad for knowing that won't be Glee anymore.

Then, Glee is my favourite show because it give me inspiration and motivation for reaching all I want in life. When I watch Glee all in my world dissapear, and this hour is one of the happiest of my day. No matter that it's going to end, because Glee will be in my heart for the rest of my life.

Introduction and conclusion for a essay.

Introduction:


Why always want what we don't have? Who have blonde hair would want to have brown hair and who have blue eyes want to have a green one. If you have a red T-Shirt and your friend has a blue one, you want it. If your brother have some new you want too and viceversa. It shows that we're never satisfied with what we have, we always want more and more.

Conclusion:

Humans are capricious nature, we spent our time fighting for have something, and when we have it, we already want a new one. We never stop in what we reach, we are always wanting more and it will be that way, because we aren't made to conform us, we are made for improve ourselves and for this we always want what we haven't.

Writing

Writing for me is a way to liberate myself, my feelings, my emotions; everything. When I feel sad, I write in my diary or whatever, and this have helped me so much  to feeling better. Because in a paper I express some things that I cannot say or i'm afraid to say. Writing have always been my best friend, my biggest confident, but lately, we have separated, now we are almost like strangers.

Since i began this course i cannot find any inspiration, I feel like all that I write is boring and unoriginal, in fact at the middle of the paragraph I don't know what to write. I don't know why is this happening to me, I have always written all in my life, and I used to do it very well, but know is like  I would lost all of the creativity in my life. Maybe it's for having to write so much in college and sometimes about topics that I'm not interesting at all,and I supposse that I need some time to get used to and maybe my inspiration will come back to me.

Althought this, I love writing and I will never let to do it, because writing is the best way for me to express myself, it could leave you to another world when nobody exist, It's only you and the paper. I think that it's just matter of time could find my voice again and could express myself like I used to do it.

"The adventages and disadventages of growing up paragraph".

Growing up is not easy for anyone. It's time of changing, in this time you begin to know new things and everything that you already know, never stay the same.

It has some adventages, when you grow everybody takes you more seriously, begin to apreciate more your ideas and opinions because they not come anymore from a kid. You also get more freedom for doing what you want and you start to run your own life. You're anymore a kid, you're a young adult, and your opinion is as valid as any other. But as all in life it has disadventages, you have to begin to earn your own money, because you aren't a kid anymore and your fathers don't have to do it for you, also you begin to have some problems, and you have to solve it by yourself because you're the only responsable of your life. You have to adquire some mature,it's time to make decisions and nobody is gonna be there for make it for you, because you have grown.
As all can know, maturing and growing up as the same time passing for the phase of realizing that almost everything in your life is going to change is not easy for nobody, but is something that has to happen, it has adventages and disadventages but it worth it.

The structure of an essay :Write a thesis statement ( Bad eating habits).

Althought some blame fast food for the obesity, parents are more at fault because they're the first to teach healthy eating habits to their children.

Fear of...

Fear of being a bad person

Fear of not knowing who i am.

Fear of loosing the people i love

Fear of being hated

Fear of not getting what i propose me

Fear of  loneliness

Fear of unhappiness

Fear of being weak

Fear of others seeing i'm weak

Fear of living forever here

Fear of not realizing my dreams

Fear of not geting all i want in life

Fear of getting stuck in every way.

Beauty is in loving yourself ( Cuarta práctica evaluable).

First i have to say that i have talked about this topic in my " Problem/ Solution paragraph entry" but how we have to publish our practices too so, here it is.

Loneliness, unhappiness,depression, DEATH. All of this problems end being associated with " Eating desorders". The eating desorders are a problem that has been increasing in our society nowadays. But here comes the most important fact. Is it fault of them or just our society is the one to blame?

We live in a world where being skinny is beautiful, being unhealthy is right and all for being like the actual cannon of beauty.  A skinny spectacular woman that appears in the cover of magazines. But are these womens real? Not at all, one evidence of this is a video that I saw the other day, it shows a model in a photoshoot and the final photo was nothing like the real one. All because they introduced a lot of photoshop and they're trying to sell us an image of beauty that it's not real.

For this reason, girls try to be like them, being starving, consuming medicines, and doing many dangerous things that affect to their health. A girl who is " fat" for our society will probably be bullied at school and all together would make a hell for her. It is important to get awareness in young people such that they could understand that beauty is not in a XS size or look like a model of victoria secret; because beauty it's in confidence, loving ourselves, being strong and good people. Because being unhealthy is not beautiful at all.

Ending with this problem would be possible if society helps into it. Is important to make more big sizes, makes dolls who look like that healthy womens with curves, and stop selling us a girl who weighs 45 kg is beautiful. When our world begins to see that a girl with curves is beautiful this problem maybe would end.

Nowadays skinny girls are considered the most beautiful in the world. For this girls that don't seem like them get obssesed of look like them. Anyway beautiful is in being right with ourselves, because no matter how skinny you are if you don't feel really beautiful inside never will be enough. Being healthy is really beautiful and full of life but being unhealthy? what is it?

"Humans or just machines?" ( Tercera práctica evaluable).

Today, 1 st of  December of 2014, we are in the 21 th century. I bet that when our grandfathers thought of the future, they wouldn't imagine something like that. We live in a world where almost everything is possible and people waste their time passing their hours just looking at a screen. Then maybe tecnologhy has began to control people?

I'm totally against this world who is controlled by tecnologhy. I don't like to live with people that can't live without their mobiles phones. All of these people are just loosing the important things in life for being talking in Whatsapp or publishing a new state in facebook. So, what is better a photo or seeing this person?, a internet chat or a real conversation, for example taking a coffee?
On the internet you can't feel the love in a kiss or a hug. Because all what you have are emoticons to express yourself. Families don't talk because they're are watching TV, friends don't have fun together because they're more worried about their phones and so many people are loosing their jobs because they have been replaced by machines.

For all these reasons we should stop this, we're changing this world into a cold one; we aren't machines, we don't speak binary code. I'm not saying that tecnologhy is bad but we shouldn't let that it control us. We live in the 21th Century and the world has changed so much from the past centuries to now, so it's in our hands made of this world a better one.

Singing to the world.

When I think in the happiest moments of my life, everything is clear; music has been in all. I wake up with music and I go to bed in the same way. Music has the abbility of made that all of your problems dissapear or at least that it would be less important for a time. Definitely, music in my life is what gives meaning to all.

I remember the first day that I began to sing, was the first day that I wrote a song too, but I was only ten years old and I used to write songs about my cat or maybe my grandfather. Is really funny for me read it now. Anyway , I began to tell my mom that I wanted to be a singer, she was like " honey, you have a beautiful voice but there's a lot of beautiful voices in the world" it was sad for me, because she never gave me the support that I needed in that time. She never told me " if it is your dream, go for it, she never carried me into a audition or something like that so...  I began to thought that I hadn't any talent. 

But I never could stop to write, everyday when I was in class I wrote letters in my notebook all the time, I began writing all ,poetry, lyrics and also some tales for school competitions. I remember the first day that I won a prize for a tale that I wrote or the day that I read a poem written by me in front of so many people. But althought of this, I never could let to sing, I keep singing everyday of my life and then I began to record covers, I didn't care who could watched it, I just wanted to sing. Years latter in high school I could perform as my favourite personage in les miserables. I did all of the songs, but my solo as " Eponine" was one of the best moments of my life. 

My dream has been always being a famous singer, and look at me. I'm not famous and i'm not singer but I can do what i like everyday of my life; I promised myself that I would sing everyday of my life, because singing bring me peace, make me feel free, sing is my passion in life. So, sometimes knowing that i'm not reaching my dream makes me feel sad, but then I think that i'm working in others that I like too, and it make me feel better. I'm learning languages and I'm improving my writing . Maybe this is not what I have been dreaming all my life but I know that music will be always there for me, everytime that I have a bad day it would be there, and I never gonna let to sing because is one of the things that I love, and a very important part of my life.

Writing an outline: " Christmas Time" ( Segunda práctica evaluable).

Christmas, time of love, family and gratefull for me; for others, an absurd festivity with an only purporse; spend money.
 
1.-What makes Christmas special?
                             
                         1.1. Christmas is time of get reunited with family and spend more time t
                              together.
                             
                                1,2. Magic feels in the air, streets get beautiful with lights and Christmas                                               decorations.

                                           1.3. Christmas make some people think and sometimes let see the
                                               best of them.


2.- Why some people hate Christmas?

                        2.1. One reason is that some people have not any family to spend this days.
               
                                 2.2. Other ones think that Christmas is a festivity made just to make
                                    money and they're against this,

                                           2.3. And others just don't like the festivity as I could say that
                                               I don't like horror films .


3.- Christmas has been urned into a really commercial festivity.


                           3.1. Many years ago Christmas was made to celebrate the good times with
                                 family and friends.


                                  3.2. Now seems that Christmas without presents is not Christmas.


4.- Differences between North American Christmas and Spanish ones.


                           4.1. Days of celebration: Are differents, for example they have Thanksgiving
                               and we don't have this festivity.

                                   4.2. Food: Americans prepare different recipes than us, like the
                                       famous Turkey.


Christmas Time is not the same for all, for ones the most beautiful time of the year, for others another stupid festivity.

New year's Eve

For me 2014 has been the worst year of my life, maybe it sounds dramatic but I really think this. The year started fine, but it was getting worse. 2014 took some parts of my life that I’ll never recover. It took a part of my heart on April, a part of my family on June and a party of my life on the past days.  However I don't want to sound dramatic as if I want to die or whatever. Although this year has been really bad, it has taught me a lot of lessons in life, it shows me how people that really want your happiness never would hurt you, that people who really appreciate you would do it for yourself and would accept you as you are. I could see how people come and gone in a blink of an eye and they could left a huge emptiness in your life, and the most important all of the things that have happened to me in this year have made me a little bit stronger.

Then, 2014 you're almost died, now it's time to enjoy the last pages of your life thinking in what you brought to our life’s in this time. For me now only exists a word HOPE, I have so much faith in this new year because, I have so many things in my life that i would like to change and do. Things like:

-Pass all my subjects this year and get high marks 

- Travel to Italy this summer to work as an au pair.

- Think less and be more confident.

-  Throw from my life those people that hurts me

-  Being more positive

- Eating healthier and being fit

And so much more...  I'm sure that this year it's going to be great, because I deserve it and I need it.

In the last year of the day, people make a balance of good and bad times, you think in all you don't want in your life and you hope you could change all of this. Is a day for think, for made new purposes and for celebrate, for all good that life have brought you this year and hope for this year being such a great year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

One problem/ solution paragraph: Eating disorders.

Depression, anxiety, loneliness, madness, illness, DEATHS. These words describe some of the problems that eating disorders cause. Is fault of the sufferers or really the fault falls into our society? Eating disorders are increasing nowadays, these types of illnesses affect directly to young people who dream being like top models that appears in magazines. I blame society for this; they sell us an image that isn't even close to reality. Most of the girls have ever thought ' I want to be like this girl that appears in the cover of this famous magazine’, but what people should know is there's a lot of Photoshop behind this. This society have inculcated that having a XS size is right and the people that haven't it are fat. This just ends in a big spiral of problems that makes it bigger every day. A ' fat' girl probably will be bullied in school this lead into three steps: Depression, obsession, illness. All of this could disappear if we inculcate people that are not right having a XS size. Because being starving and unhealthy is not a way of life, is not beautiful at all.

This problem could end in us; it's in our hands raise awareness about this problem. In my opinion if we should stop showing the image of a really skinny girl as beautiful this could solve. If this would happen a girl wouldn’t feel bad if she doesn’t look like a model. The big solution to this problem is easy. We should stop talking about diets, talking about losing weight and we must be start talking about that for being beautiful is important being healthy and fit. I blame all of the beauty industry from fashion companies making ever smaller sizes to magazines and commercial spots always changing all with Photoshop and never showing us reality. Is time of wake up and see reality by ourselves. Beautiful is not in being thin. Is in ourselves, because being thin doesn't make you happier and even more beautiful. If you don't start loving yourself and working in your confidence all won't worth nothing. So why don't stop to want look like a Barbie doll instead of work in ourselves, in being healthy, happy and confidence.

I don't know what to feel.

From Thursday to now i have been feeling so sad, confused, and lonely at the same time. When i think in why i feel this way, i just can't get the answer. I feel lonely when I’m with people and when I’m alone all i can hear is the sound of my thoughts. I wake up feeling the same way as when i went to sleep. I try to smile, to find a way of feeling better but i can't, i feel weak, i feel that i can't do anything. I know that this probably is dramatic but are just my feelings. So, i wake up the following day thinking that day could be better, but all just stay the same. I don't want to go out with my friends, i don't want to talk with my family, I’m always angry, i don't want to do anything. All that i want to do is stay in my bedroom listening music. The most sad in this is that i can't find a reason for this, is just that i feel empty is like i just have the half of me. It's a weird feeling. I just want to wake up feeling great with myself, but these days have been the worst. I don't know, maybe tomorrow, i would wake up and feeling better, i really hope it.

Fanatism: Do whatever you like.( Primera práctica evaluable).

Being a fan, fanatism, fangirling, all of this structures mean the same; for me a feeling, for others a no sense. I started being a fan of two singers and actresses seven years ago and i still love them like the first day. Some people say to me that this is something inmature, but they don't know anything about this amazing feeling. This feelingf for me is one of the best in life, the illusion when they release new single, when they dedicate beautiful words to their fans, when you go to see them in concert is a type of illusion that i want to transmit my children one day. The last year one of my dreams came true, i went too see one of them in concert, was the best experience of my life. Not only for seeing her in concert also because i could met amazing people who were very similar to me. The true in this is that doesn't matter what people say, if make you happy just do it. They say, it's time to mature, but i disagree it's time to make all our dreams come true. I love being a fan and i hope this feeling could last forever.

My little angel.

When i think about love his picture comes to my mind. All i can hear is the sound of his laughter; all i can see is the color of his eyes, and all I can feel is a sad feeling of yearning. 586, 4 km is what separate me from him; I’m going to talk about a sad but beautiful story of how love can transfer the distance.

Almost two years ago my little angel was born, he was called Marc. I never had known that i could love someone so little like I do until the day he was born and illuminated my life just with a smile.The sad in this story is that they live in Barcelona, they have their life there and i have mine here. I see them very occasionally and hurt me knowing that I’m not seeing him growing up. This is something that caused me pain for a long time until i realized that was something that i could change.My little has now almost two years and he is the most beautiful kid that I have ever seen in all my entire life. I love him even more than me because is a pure soul that haven't any bad intention, i love him because even having a bad day entering in Facebook and seeing a photo of him makes my day better, like today i was really sick with fever when he comes into my room and wake me up for surprise, i have to say that today is one of the best days in a long time. For the happiness that he brings to my life when i finished my career I’m going to live in Barcelona for a long time, it's one of my biggest goals. Finally i have to say that even sometimes gets hard, love runs out. I wouldn't change anything of my life since he is in, because seeing him happy always will be a reason to keep fighting in life.

Happiness is in the smallest things.

I'm the clear example of happiness with the smaller things. I'm going to talk about things that make me happy. Get up every morning and be grateful for a new sunrise and see my cat sleepy in the end of my bed so peaceful. See the smile of my little nephew and the bright in his eyes.Also make me so happy the first song of the day which make that you start with all of the energy of the world. The sound of the birds and how the sunbeams poke out my window. Know that I’m alive and that i can feel a lot of emotions. Also make me happy listen to Ed Sheeran every night until i fall asleep. The day of my birthday is my favorite day of the year, i love it. I adore the sound of the rain and the smell that lets after. The inspiring songs that get into your soul are one of the most beautiful things in life. and surprises always make me feel exited, even if they're not for me. Dream, I’m always dreaming and i imagine me travelling all around the world reaching all of my dreams.  The beautiful moment when you look someone into the eyes and you reflect in them. When my mums makes my favorite food and I see my favorite TV show on Tuesday. The sensation of get reunited with old friends and make new ones. Sing make my life, i couldn't live without sing is my passion in life, is what always make me feel better. The sound of the waves and the smell of the sea make me feel free and I think that there's nothing better than see people i love happy, is so inspiring. I know that I’m strong and that I’m getting better every day of my life. In life beautiful things are just the most simple and these things are just a few of all, because for me life wouldn't be anything without the little moments that keeps in our hearts.