Weird Christmas.

Christmas is the most beautiful time of the year, christmas is full of magic, christmas is time of love, familiy and happines; opinions just opinions. I always have been a fanatic of christmas season, every year i have waited for the time of streets iluminated, jingles and family, because i had illusion for christmas i found it a very special festivity; but now everything has changed.

This year, all have been different, i have been feeling like i wasn't at christmas, for me these weeks have been like any others of the year. First, this is the first year that i have to study on hollydays and it has made that i couldn't enjoy christmas at all. Also, this is the first christmas since my grandma died and my whole family could feel the emptynees of her ausence and i don't know but this year Christmas haven't been like it was.

Then this Christmas for me have been the worst, for many reasons but the most important because I couldn't feel any of the Christmas spirit in me and if you don't feel excited for something it's really hard to enjoy of it.

Prologue: "If I never see you again".

Jasmine has always been a normal girl,natural, modest and above all so reluctant to love, until she met him. Blaine has always been a cheerful boy, decided; with clear ideas, until he met her.
The first time that i knew about him, I thought that he would be another boy more, because Carol was always wanting to find me a boyfriend. She didn't understood a no, she was always saying that love was beautiful, that it was the best that could happen to me. Sincerely I believed that this was just foolishness, that a girl was strong enough to need someone; i had never needed nobody.

I thought he would be another more, that i would talk with him a couple of times and then I wouldn't know about him anymore. But in life maybe what we thought and what would happen is completely different. I've never seen that girl, only by a couple of photos, but something makes me want to talk with her and know her, her eyes spoke to me, they were like an open book and I was willing to reed it.

That day, a simple January 5, was the day. David had been talking to me about her the recent weeks, telling me that she was a really special girl, very insteresting, intelligent and a lot of good adjetives. He and his girlfriend wanted to find me a girlfriend, people don't understand that if I was alone was only because the right girl hadn't came to my life. That evening just for curiosity, I decided to began a conversation with her. I was really undecided , I was playing with my telephone in my hands turning on and off the screen, looking the hour , while I was lying in bed,and in home was all silence. In that moment I get decided , I had nothing to lose and much more to win. I entered to Whatsapp and I found her name, I had save her numer that morning at class while I was with David. I look to their name, was really special and beautiful. I clicked on their contact, and saw her profile photo, she had a photo that I'd already seen, she was smiling and her eyes show light, illusio;, life, I could feel all of these in her face. I wrote a simple "Hello" and a smiling face.

             -Hi, Jasmine- I wrote
A few minutes and in my screen appear a " writing" in green, seconds after there was her answer.
             - Hi, who are you?- Jasmine wrote.
She didn't knew who I was? definitely Carol hadn't spoke to her about me or she wasn't interested in me and  was just pretending.  I doubted a few seconds and then I answered.
             - I'm Blaine, Carol or David didn't talk to you about me?- I wrote to her while I waited anxious for her answer.
             -Oh, sure I already know who you are- Jasmine wrote followed by a smiling emoticon.
             -Oh, ok, fine- I just said when suddenly...
             -Listen, don't get me wrong, but I don't want a relationship, I know Carol's intencions , she spend the whole day talking about the same, but I'm not like her, I'm not made for relatonships, so if you want a friendship fine, and if you're not, sorry- Jasmine wrote.
That message left me freeze, I didn't expected at all, I didn't knew what to write, I couldn't say to her that I was interesting in something more because then I wouldn't have any oportunity. Finally I decided say to her that I accepted her friendship.I had any other option, but I wouldn't give it up just like that, I'd never done it before and I wouldn't do it this time.

           - Ok, I haven't any problem, while I could get at least a friendship, what I don't like is know someone and led into two strangers- I wrote.
           - Fine, I talk you later, I have class- Jasmine wrote adding a sad emoticon.
So, end of the conversation? I really hoped speak again with her, I was really interested on her; maybe too much. What Blaine didn't knew, that all could change just with a little time. Because future is uncertain and we never know what lies ahead.

          - Ok, talk later pretty.- I wrote and then I blocked my phone and I left it on my bed, looking at the roof throwed a sigh. I didn't knew how this would end, but my hopes were really focused on her.

In fact, I had a couple of hours until I had to go to class, but by the time the conversation was good, he seemed a really nice guy but I was convinced that you couldn't trust anyone. In that moment I look again that photo , a moment so happy, and I rembered it with sadness but all of this was over, was gone for not coming back anymore and my heart was strong and I had get over, I wasn't ready for another deception.

The lifes of Jasmine and Blaine casually crossed, without want it, without know it and without need it. What they didn't knew yet is that life is totally uncertain and unexpected and it was ready to surprise them.

Write a composition + Quote your sources ( My favourite singer).

She is my idol, my role model, my favourite singer in the world. For me she is more than just a singer, is a young girl with so much power in her hands, and she always use it for transmit positivity and love.

Demetria Devonne "Demi" Lovato (born August 20, 1992) is an American actress, singer, and songwriter who made her debut as a child actress in Barney & Friends. In 2008, Lovato rose to prominence in the Disney Channel television film Camp Rock and signed a recording contract with Hollywood Records. After the release of additional television films and their soundtracks in 2010, Lovato's personal issues put her career on hiatus and ended Sonny with a Chance after its second season. Her third album, Unbroken (2011), addresses several of her difficulties. Its leadsingle, "Skyscraper", became Lovato's first single at the time to be certified platinum in the United States

Outside the entertainment industry, Lovato is involved with several social and environmental causes. In May 2013, she was cited for her dedication as a mentor to teens and young adults with mental-health challenges at a National Children's Mental Health Awareness Day hosted by the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration in Washington, D.C.. She has also become an advocate for the LGBT community. In 2014 she was announced as the Grand Marshal for LA PRIDE week, and that same year she became the face for HRC's America's for Marriage Equality Campaign.

I love Demi because althought she is famous, she's always kind to her fans, and dedicate part of her time to them. Also, her song are beautiful songs full of inspiration and strength. She don't need scandals for getting more famous because people usually know her for her amazing powerfull voice.

Demi have helped in so many moments of my life, in fact I read her book " Stay Strong 365 days a year" everyday and it always inspire my to have a great day. It's a person that radiates happiness just with a smile. I have loved her 8 years of my life and I'm sure that it will be the same for much more time.

Sources:

Wikipedia,. 2015.DemiLovato'

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Demi_Lovato

Youtube,.2015.DemiLovato'
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tm88QAI8I5A

Maldita Nerea's concert.

Music has the abbility of made that all of your problems dissapear for a time and this is what happened to me the past 7, december of 2014. This was the night when I went to the Maldita Nerea's concert, my favourite spanish band. It's weird because I don't used to like spanish music until I began to listened to them. It's a group wich music is full of honesty and positivity and this is what I want when I listen to music.

I remember that day, it was sunday and I was so excited because it would be the first time that I was going to see them live. I spent a part of my sunday with my best friend studying, and at 6 o'clock I went to my house to get ready for the concert. At 8 o'clock I was ready but when I gone to caught my ticket, I didn't found it. It was too nervous but finally I found it. Then my friend Alvaro picked up to me and my other friend Maria. We arrive to the place at half past eight, and then we just waited until they came into the stage.

The concert was awesome, they sang a lot of their songs and clearly was one of the best moments of my 2014. 

Maldita Nerea, a very special group, their songs inspire me happines and hope, make me feel a little bit better in a bad day and give me energy since I wake up until I go to bed. Althought I'm not use to  listen music in spanish, their music is very special and worth it. If I would had to recommend a spanish group I would recommend this, because it would made your life a little bit better, maybe more full of color and happiness.

My favourite Tv show: Glee.

For me, you realize that something is your favourite one, because when you watch it or whatever you lose the track of time; this happen to me with Glee. I began to watch it some years ago in antena 3 Tv, althought it had been released like a year after I saw it for the first time. It suddlenly caught all my attention, because it had two things that I really like; music and love.

My favourite personage it's clearly, Rachel. Because althought at the beggining of the show was really hard for she fit in with the others, she never fell apart. She have a really strong personality, very determinate and she has fought really hard for reaching her dreams and sometimes I would like to look like her ( in personality). Anyway Glee is my favourite show for many reasons, it shows how people that are so different could get united, and it is the base of this show. But now, it's going to end, because Fox is emitting the final season 6 and I feel really sad for knowing that won't be Glee anymore.

Then, Glee is my favourite show because it give me inspiration and motivation for reaching all I want in life. When I watch Glee all in my world dissapear, and this hour is one of the happiest of my day. No matter that it's going to end, because Glee will be in my heart for the rest of my life.

Introduction and conclusion for a essay.

Introduction:


Why always want what we don't have? Who have blonde hair would want to have brown hair and who have blue eyes want to have a green one. If you have a red T-Shirt and your friend has a blue one, you want it. If your brother have some new you want too and viceversa. It shows that we're never satisfied with what we have, we always want more and more.

Conclusion:

Humans are capricious nature, we spent our time fighting for have something, and when we have it, we already want a new one. We never stop in what we reach, we are always wanting more and it will be that way, because we aren't made to conform us, we are made for improve ourselves and for this we always want what we haven't.

Writing

Writing for me is a way to liberate myself, my feelings, my emotions; everything. When I feel sad, I write in my diary or whatever, and this have helped me so much  to feeling better. Because in a paper I express some things that I cannot say or i'm afraid to say. Writing have always been my best friend, my biggest confident, but lately, we have separated, now we are almost like strangers.

Since i began this course i cannot find any inspiration, I feel like all that I write is boring and unoriginal, in fact at the middle of the paragraph I don't know what to write. I don't know why is this happening to me, I have always written all in my life, and I used to do it very well, but know is like  I would lost all of the creativity in my life. Maybe it's for having to write so much in college and sometimes about topics that I'm not interesting at all,and I supposse that I need some time to get used to and maybe my inspiration will come back to me.

Althought this, I love writing and I will never let to do it, because writing is the best way for me to express myself, it could leave you to another world when nobody exist, It's only you and the paper. I think that it's just matter of time could find my voice again and could express myself like I used to do it.